2 days before Thanksgiving, and I return to you once more. Oh dearest blog of mine, how truly sorry I am to have momentarily left you...
To move to my business, things are not going so well. I have received a midterm and a geology test as well and I did BAD. I feel like drinking. Actually, I was able to somewhat calm myself... I had 4 cigarettes. Hey, how do you know that your a smoker??? Getting off the point... I did bad, and I feel like shit about it. What am I gonna do???
I know that the bigger question in all of this is: do I want to become a geology major? And if so, where will I transfer to? The biggest concern right now is my academic career. i decided to change my major a few weeks back, again. There are so many more classes to take. I'm a little bit freaked out. But i want to do this, I want to study geology and get a job in which i am able to do so. It's just what happened between here and then that gives me a bit of fear I know I shouldn't think that way, but there are so many things that could go wrong in the way.
Okay, enough bad stuff for the moment. Now to the mildly good things. I might be celebrating Thanksgiving alone!!! Yay me!!! I know what you're thinking: she's effing nuts. While that might be true in a way, I like being alone. I relish on spending time to myself. And this year, I get to blast some old Jay-Z while I cook my chicken. Well that, and I need some serious space from my "family". Those people are driving me nuts.