Wednesday, February 16th

I don't think every post needs to be long, and eye opening. Most of them should be about getting some thought out of my mind so I can move on. This just feels right. 

I know the depression is bad because I catastrophize minor inconveniences. I keep watching Seinfeld over and over and over. Items not being delivered on time get to me in the worst way. I've ignored washing my dishes for weeks at a time. FYI, I washed a majority of my dishes Sunday night. 

I will share a smidge of positivity, or at least what feels like a win for today. 

I ordered myself roses to be delivered on Valentine's Day. A treat to someone who normally has no valentine. Despite arranging all this back in January 21st, these flowers were not delivered Monday. After all was said and done, they arrived Tuesday, looking very sad. How sad? Well, let's see about a pic. 

I don't know. I paid close to $80 and I found these poor, poor flowers somewhat abused-looking. After reaching out to the company, I was able to get something of a refund, which I am pleased with. So go me! Sometimes it is about the small wins. Let's focus on a small win. 

By the way, here is what they looked like earlier. I think they're doing a bit better. I hope I am, too. :)