The best
- remembered that I am always a badass bitch.
- quit EVG. au revoir oh hellhole du jour!
- purple ends that turned into pink ends. they looked to badass and I kinda want pink hair.
- being single again. my priorities are where they belong...with me.
- bestfriend. need I say more?
- song from this year that is me: Pedestrian at Best by Courtney Barnett
- Mr. Robot
- the babe that is Rami Malek
- the sugar daddy that is Sami Malek
- my feminism.plus, just growing as a person.
- turning 25. quarter century crisis, baby!
- bestfriend graduated college! I'm still so proud!
- #feel the Bern
- tumblr. my savior and entertainment.
- my tumblr friends. you're all babes and I love you. special shoutout to, and this list is in no way defined by preference: cestlaviedeblondie, fiaspice, la-file-sans-pitie, fghtoffyourdmns, okcupidstupid (we've been tumblr friends for over a year and we finally met this past month), and wuh2k. this year would not have been survived without you amazing individuals. bless you for existing.
- my first one night stand. there should be more in my future.
- certain relatives. you are the shit, and I hope we have more of everything next year.
- Sufjan Stevens.
- guy standards are gone, except for Syn Gates.
- life choices that were made for the new year. more to come.
- the best line of 2015. It's phenomenal. ("I want you to cringe whenever you hear my name.") I feel like this should be a post, with context and shit. sometime soon.
- actually celebrating NYE. I'm 25 and this is my first time doing it. huzzah!!
- the hope that comes with 2016. fingers crossed for a better year.
The maybe
- I was in a relationship? don't think those are for me. maybe it was who I was with???
- a reminder of my dating past? I see you bitches and I'm so glad I
inspiredscared you enough for you to get off of online dating. - my sexual awakening? not too happy about who it was with.
The worst
- I was someones girlfriend. different from above because of the person I was with. kill me now.
- I was dumped by this someone via e-mail. weak sauce.
- he has seriously traumatized me. congrats, asshole.
- the many breakups that I witnessed this year, irl and from some lovely ladies on tumblr; L, Ria, H: I hate that shit like that has happened to you, and me, but the fact that you've survived...it's an inspiration.
- I doubted who I am.
- purple/pink hair ends means every time you shower, there will be color everywhere... on everything... until your hair dries.
- summer heat. apparently, it's only going to get worse.
- and it's been really fucking cold this past month.
- the worst date I've ever gone on.
- re: girlfriend: I may have ingested a fair share of cat hair. I'm gonna go vomit now.
- realizing what assholes I fucked with before. should I saved my "virginity"? maybe. but I know I can't live in the past.
- Miguel moved in his sister with us. as of writing this, this is still going on. I want her gone. scratch that. I want to beat the shit out of her, and then I want her gone.
- donald trump tw. why haven't we Napoleoned him????
- the depression. you get acknowledged, but you're still an asshole.
- being broke. it has sucked.
- missing TV on the Radio in November when they came to LA. my babes.
- uber. I'm not an uber person. (as a driver.)
- retail work. thank you for fully disrespecting me. (no, not those that I called friends from this work.)
- my "family." every year, y'all bitches make it easy as fuck to claim less and less of you.
- 2015. you beat the living shit out of me. dick.
I've been working on this list this past week, and this is the best I could come up with. I feel like it's far from complete, but when is life ever really complete?
I would like to take this moment to say that yes, 2015 kicked some of our asses. I have, however, witness many of you get yourselves back up and continue fighting. Don't ever stop. Stay strong. You're my inspirations.
So here's to us kicking some ass in 2016!!!
#positivity tag. plus, this is literally cute as shit. I can't get over it.